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Saturday, May 29, 2010, 12:57 PM
recently, i've just learnt that, sometimes what people say at that moment in time
it may sound real, it may sound assertive, it may sound convincing, it may sound trustworthy.
however, that's not true.
people may go, 'you're the only one i will love for the rest of my life.' or 'without you, i will never be able to live.' and 'even if i'm not your one & only, you'll always be mine.'
as days pass, they will say, 'oh i really said those?' or 'since when did i say that?'
though i'm not a sexist, i really really strongly believe it's the females that are always hurt by the sweet talks that guys speak through their mouth.
somehow, whatever we've been through, whatever we've done, whatever we've said, have all gone to waste.
i'm a person who trusts people easily.
it's a gift that God granted me, and have also hurt me the most.
still, i wish that this gift of mine, can be of help to my life or even others'.
Wednesday, April 07, 2010, 12:24 AM
i'm just so tired.the truth is, im the one who's suffering most ok.
im the one who's always crying inside my heart
you never once thought about how im feeling, stuck in this position
do you think its easy for me?
Tuesday, April 06, 2010, 3:12 AM
Over the mountains & the sea, Your river runs with love for me
and i will open up my heart and let the healer set me free
I'm happy to be in the truth, and i will daily lift my hand
For I will always sing of when Your love came down
today was another fruitful day, working lunch & dinner shift
at first i was only suppose to do lunch shift
but cat needed urgent replacement, so i stayed for dinner shift :)
both lunch & dinner shift was very smooth, wasn't busy at all
but however, i was kind of exhausted & distracted as well
due to my left ear being not able to hear clearly
i mean its still functioning, but the pressure is still there
and it really irritates me lor. -.-
Lord, i pray that You will heal my ear :(
awhile ago, i was having a conversation with one of my friend
and i found out that a friend of mine have been avoiding me
i really don't know the reason why he/she did that
but well, he/she must have his/her own reason of doing things
i hope everything will be fine for you. :)
Sunday, April 04, 2010, 10:51 PM
and find my glory in the power of the cross
in every victory let it be said of me
my source of strength
my source of hope
is Christ alone
TGIF camp was a successful one :)
i Thank God, praise God that He had really placed the right people for the camp
with programme co-ordinator being our dear priscilla & yulingg
secretary being shiyin, logistics being phoebe & guo xiang with nik,abigail,adriel
games being me & vanessa
i Thank God for all the people who had worked with me to make this camp a success
indeed, God is the only way to success in life
in God we trust, in God we will succeed
i really want to share and write about what i learnt and experienced thruout de camp
but it was too furfilling that probably words cant describe
cos God is just so good to me
i felt that He had once again gave me the chance to turn my heart towards Him
despite the fact that I have forsaken Him, for my personal fear, problems
He reminded me that God was always there for me
and my problems, werent just my problem, that to leave all the burden to the Lord
cos He has carried the cross up to Calvary, to save me
to save us all :D
today during service, i was truly touched by the fact that there were many many
many people that accepted our dear Jesus Christ :)
i really want to say Hallelujah! to that
that it was by grace and God's power to touch the hearts of many today
i want to be closer to You, Lord.
i want to rely completely on You.
surrender everything to You.
help me remember that You are always, ALWAYS WITH ME.
:)
Thursday, April 01, 2010, 10:10 PM
JUST FLEW IN FROM TAIWAN!another 2 weeks spent at taiwan :)
this trip was really quite fruitful not bcos i went alot of places
is because i got to spend alot of time with my ah ma & my mom
yayy smiles smiles!!!
and i got to meet my italy auntie, and we talked alot too :)
yesterday when i came back, i cried again :'(
cry baby wahahaha
well have to start with alot of things now.
work at bg, work at clans, driving lessons, etc.
i pray Lord, that You will give me strength.
:) thank You Lord for saving me!
Monday, March 15, 2010, 12:45 AM
i wanna complain commplainnbut before that let me talk about today:
today i went to party world with huifang & eric and his two fwens - jianwei&juilian
was fun fun, and for the first time, i felt that i could sing very smoothly
it was so stress free & no tired voice after singing
most probably bcos of the leg massager that they provided
actually, in my opinion, i feel that the best place to go for karaoke
would be TOPONE ktv & PartyWorld
actually the best i would say is PartyWorld
bcos firstly, their room is big, even if u only got 2 customers
secondly, they provide snacks and 2 free drinks (which is like more than enough for 5 hrs)
thirdly, they have a leg massager! cooooooooooool!
and lastly, their service are just as well as the rest of the karaoke place
TOPONE is because they do not provide snacks for free and their rooms are small
but i love the sound system at TOPONE loud & echoy~
so people, DO NOT WASTE UR MONEY ON KBOX COS ITS EX!
i feel so funny saying this, cos im a member of one =P
ok i wanna complain.
if your boss/manager asks u for ur schedule one week before
and then last minute ask u dont come, and ur whole day plann screwed up
how would u feel?
seriously, i dont get it. ive already told that i will reach late
and said its ok. thats y i accepted their request to work for lunch
now tell me, don come, cos i will be late for around 15mins
please lar, be sincere if u want. if not don't hire part time
tomorrow driving lesson @ 9.30am
ARHH someone wake me up.... in the morning pls!!
Tuesday, March 09, 2010, 12:34 AM
goshhh, J.CO DONUT is sooo yummmyy! i want to start off by saying :
i have no idea why did i write that kind of post yesterday
so, oh well, yesterday's a past, and today is a present !
wooohoo, 10am started the damnn training
and i can not tell you how tired & sleep i was cos i came home late last nite
anyway it was a day with chinese, chinese & more chinese :)
after that we headed to tamp1 to have our frozen yoghurt @ J.co
after that i went to SASAto purchase a few products
at first i only intentionally went in to buy an eye curler
then ended up buying these few things:
the eye curler that Grace suggested cos i took one that was quite
curvatured and will be too curve for me to fit my eye in
bought foundation : Palgantong
will give it a try cos it's quite popular among young people
will give it a try cos it's quite popular among young people
like me :P LOLs
NATIO cleanser&toner:
made from australia
not so expensive lar.
and they gave me a mini travel package :
includes moisturizer, cleanser, toner, lip balm,
hand cream :)
yup, so that's about it.
tomorrow i'm going out & working night shift
so many programmes.
dono its good or bad.
HAHA :)